Here I am, after this sem had ended...Awaiting for exam week to arrive...when study week is already torturing...
Every day, I shall count the sentences that come out from my mouth...
This is the 1st short sem...only 2 subs...
Well, I can only say, one is torturing in the 1st half sem, pleasure in the other half...
Another subject is the opposite...but I enjoyed myself...
Felt more contented...
Well, every semester, I learn & realise things, observing & analysing...
Some things, I just never learn...
Will keep falling & standing up & learning again & forgetting & falling again...there goes the circle...I just don't want to give up hope...but I think now I should...after so many times of trying, I truly agree that some things are not meant for me...
Study week has started...
Being in the room all day alone is not going to drive me crazy...just the fact that I'm not enjoying every moment of it is killing...
No presence of human besides myself...
Finding more meaningful stuffs to do besides studying...
Needless to say, that is already a must...
Going to adjust to LOVE time being alone...
I used to long for private time...
I can never understand human.