Days since last post: 74.
Let me see what I've done in this 2.4 months.
Really can't recall much. Maybe I need to rely on Facebook to trace back my trails of life?
The sky is purple now, gorgeously purple. I presume storm will come later tonight.
Okay, 2.4 months.
Obtained an obsession on a particular dessert.
Shot with a life gun. 25 bullets.
Watched Harry Potter, 7 am Arivu, can't remember the rest.
Lost some old time habits which I'm still having a hard time picking them back up - blogging, articles browsing, reading, bla bla bla.
Did farewell for Mano who went to London to study to be a LAWYER & almost swore he'll never come back if MY politics don't turn better. *eyes rolling*
At the same time, got closer to Kuga & got to know boyfriend's childhood neighbour who worked in Salmat after I left. Small world! (Though as usual he doesn't remember
Putting in effort to go out with friends more often.
Trying to keep in mind to start Christmas shopping.
Has reassured myself how much I hate office politics & gossips. I just want a peaceful work life. I still have hopes that it's possible, hence I'll keep searching. I know it's not possible to totally cut out, but at least to the least.
Work pressure doesn't frustrate me, but politics does!
Beginning to like my non-political colleagues.
Maybe my heart & mind will never be set for this type of world. I keep wondering how I will ever get used to all these craps? The reason why I'm so frustrated is there are so many greater concerns in this world, and you fickle-minded people are paying so much attention to these useful shits. Again, you show how worthless & pathetic you are. Not saying you must contribute something to earth or society, but I still believe karma is a bitch when you prove & show to be a despicable person whom no one wishes to respect. Everytime I look at you guys at 1730, I always wonder, by the end of the day, what do you get? By the end of this life, what do you earn?
As for me, at least I've made someone smiled today. I shared joy, I shared knowledge. It's none of my business, but I can't help feeling sorry for you guys.
Ah well, back to updates.
Found a job. Hopefully a rewarding one. Another turning point of my life.
Not sure where it'll lead me. But like everyone says, I still have time to figure out. Young at heart is all you need to be. :)
Well, if my current job proves to be more rewarding & I feel more appreciated from my superior, I would really consider to stay. But I guess, looking at the situation now & I don't think I can make things good again, I see no reason why I shouldn't leave. Boat is sinking & I've heard enough. Even if I didn't, I know this job will take me nowhere as no one is promising you any career prospect anytime soon, because I know what I see & it's not looking good at all. Don't tell me after 15 or 20 years, I can be who, who & who. You know that's not good enough. It's like telling me I'll be stagnant for 15 years. You can tell this to a 40 year-old lady, not to a 20 year-old. Unless I'm someone with no ambitions.
The reason why I can still be tough here is because I don't get influenced by anyone. I mean, influenced to be biased, gang up or turn to be like them.
I hate the persons I hate, I like the persons I like. No one can twist around & tell me otherwise.
I'm still quite bothered by how all of us just stop contacting each other after graduation.
I put effort & it's starting to feel so pointless as no one else is.
I miss so many of you. But I have a feeling you guys just don't give a damn.
Parents are going to be in town next week. Can't wait! Time to go. Till the next post.
Let me see what I've done in this 2.4 months.
Really can't recall much. Maybe I need to rely on Facebook to trace back my trails of life?
The sky is purple now, gorgeously purple. I presume storm will come later tonight.
Okay, 2.4 months.
Obtained an obsession on a particular dessert.
Shot with a life gun. 25 bullets.
Watched Harry Potter, 7 am Arivu, can't remember the rest.
Lost some old time habits which I'm still having a hard time picking them back up - blogging, articles browsing, reading, bla bla bla.
Did farewell for Mano who went to London to study to be a LAWYER & almost swore he'll never come back if MY politics don't turn better. *eyes rolling*
At the same time, got closer to Kuga & got to know boyfriend's childhood neighbour who worked in Salmat after I left. Small world! (Though as usual he doesn't remember
Putting in effort to go out with friends more often.
Trying to keep in mind to start Christmas shopping.
Has reassured myself how much I hate office politics & gossips. I just want a peaceful work life. I still have hopes that it's possible, hence I'll keep searching. I know it's not possible to totally cut out, but at least to the least.
Work pressure doesn't frustrate me, but politics does!
Beginning to like my non-political colleagues.
Maybe my heart & mind will never be set for this type of world. I keep wondering how I will ever get used to all these craps? The reason why I'm so frustrated is there are so many greater concerns in this world, and you fickle-minded people are paying so much attention to these useful shits. Again, you show how worthless & pathetic you are. Not saying you must contribute something to earth or society, but I still believe karma is a bitch when you prove & show to be a despicable person whom no one wishes to respect. Everytime I look at you guys at 1730, I always wonder, by the end of the day, what do you get? By the end of this life, what do you earn?
As for me, at least I've made someone smiled today. I shared joy, I shared knowledge. It's none of my business, but I can't help feeling sorry for you guys.
Ah well, back to updates.
Found a job. Hopefully a rewarding one. Another turning point of my life.
Not sure where it'll lead me. But like everyone says, I still have time to figure out. Young at heart is all you need to be. :)
Well, if my current job proves to be more rewarding & I feel more appreciated from my superior, I would really consider to stay. But I guess, looking at the situation now & I don't think I can make things good again, I see no reason why I shouldn't leave. Boat is sinking & I've heard enough. Even if I didn't, I know this job will take me nowhere as no one is promising you any career prospect anytime soon, because I know what I see & it's not looking good at all. Don't tell me after 15 or 20 years, I can be who, who & who. You know that's not good enough. It's like telling me I'll be stagnant for 15 years. You can tell this to a 40 year-old lady, not to a 20 year-old. Unless I'm someone with no ambitions.
The reason why I can still be tough here is because I don't get influenced by anyone. I mean, influenced to be biased, gang up or turn to be like them.
I hate the persons I hate, I like the persons I like. No one can twist around & tell me otherwise.
I'm still quite bothered by how all of us just stop contacting each other after graduation.
I put effort & it's starting to feel so pointless as no one else is.
I miss so many of you. But I have a feeling you guys just don't give a damn.
Parents are going to be in town next week. Can't wait! Time to go. Till the next post.
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