The Longest Break

The last time I blogged, which wasn't even my own words, was July last year.

Almost a year.

So, this is going to be a long post. Haha~

Finally, I'm at a junction again, slumbering & having time to spill some thoughts here.

And of course, I would say, like I always do, many things have changed while I'm gone.

Catch up time.

Being sentimental & forgetful, I've browsed through all my posts from the first to the last.

Done a self survey, I've come up with a conclusion, I've been on self exploring writing posts about my characteristics.

Planning to widen my categories of blog post.

Add more elements to my blog.

Let's see what I've missed out.

I noticed I posted a story from my newspaper articles.

Should do that more often.

& last year X'mas.

I finally get to spend it in my church.

I would be frank this time.

It sucked.

I don't know what's going on but the X'mas celebration was a failure.

Cut cost, most probably.

But I'm still passionate about making you better.

Then, there were church's annual kids' bible camp and joy's centre annual graduation night.

Had a great time. Those kids were adorable.

I discovered an overwhelming fetish. *chanting*

Then, there were Christmas stay over and 2010 new year countdown.

Despite a well known bad news happened in October which made me called everyone on best friend list to cry all over again & again, I loved this holiday.

Managed to get closer with some friends, managed to let some friend which I've known for more than 10 years to keep in contact again, managed to feel meaningful for serving in church, managed to get my driving licence finally.

Managed to get closer with a close friend but got detached again when I drifted a little away these few months.

Managed to know some people's true colours.

Managed to get confused about why they are the way they are.

Managed to get messy & destructive at some points.

I felt busy, content, lively, and happy.

One part of me wish I could stay like that forever.

Simple life, no fights, surrounded by kids (which are not mine).

Of course, responsibilities and duties called, and definitely reality did too.

So, here I am, doing a job, which I thought I could bare with.

Maybe just another week.

Okay, ran out of stuffs to write.

Guess this is not going to be long after all.

Love life, bitches.