Last Day at The Longest Job

The first job in my life started on 3rd June 2010. Worked for 3 months, then another 2 & a half months. Then this job took me 13 months. The longest so far.

On my last day, 6th January, they held a farewell for me, Juin & Danny. Their last days are later but since they're nearing, so we just celebrated it together.

It's really harder to leave the longer you stay. We have bonded though it's just one year. Not a long period, not a short one too. Could feel that they all didn't want me to leave. Arrr, of course, their new "supervisor" is an expert in selfishness & torturing. It's the ruling of Dark Age now.

When I got home, they started to text & whatsapp me, telling me they are already missing me.

Awww. *heartbreak* I will miss you guys! It was a nice job, I enjoyed it. But too bad, things are falling apart. Some people just think that playing politics is a must in office. But that's not the reason I left. That's the reason I'm GLAD that I left. To Juin & Danny, I would like to say, "Good on you!"

Special thanks to Juin, my senior who taught me everything, protecting my ass everytime, saving me from screwing up, & scolding me all the time. I have to admit, I kind of hated it initially but then, I finally realised, you wouldn't do that if you didn't care. How understanding am I! I will miss you! All the best in Singapore!

Even until today, they're still calling me, complaining to me about their assignments and that they have no one to turn to since I'm not around anymore. I feel bad that there's nothing I could do to change the situation. 

Felt bad when I turned off my alarm on Sunday night, felt bad when I woke up on Monday morning worrying about them. Gosh, I became a nanny, seriously! Hmm, I wonder when I'll forget all your employee IDs, mobile numbers, skill matrix, all the part numbers & your planner schedule.

You guys, stay strong! (screaming inside "Leave while you still have the chance!"). I had fun at the farewell! Miss you always!

The Doomed Year

Arrr, everyone is with this crap that this world is ending 21st December this year. So, they asked us to cherish, endure & enjoy the last Christmas because you might not get to celebrate it anymore.

Should you just quit your job & do whatever you wish until then, and if it doesn't happen, you may resume to work? What kind of leave will you call this?

I spent my new year eve boringly at boyfriend's place watching Iron Man on cable. I wanted to go somewhere for countdown but it'd be jammed everywhere & you have to leave earlier in order to avoid the jam. Then you came home feeling sticky all over your body. The thought of it made me cancel the plan. So, then I went up to watch my favourite TV series & slept after an hour or so while he fell asleep when the fireworks started to ruin the night.

Watched Sherlock Holmes II on the 1st day of New Year. Robert & Jude are still hot. Enjoyed the movie despite the emptiness. It's the same every year. Everyone is posting or asking about new year resolutions while I, on the other hand, have nothing in mind as usual. I haven't stopped wondering, is it because I am just simply careless or I really have nothing to ask for?

Well, after thinking hard, I do have one ultimate goal in mind. Other than that, I think life is working fine for me.

I have everything I want. Those I wish I have, I believe they will come to me. Those I cannot have, I won't push it. It's not like I would die without them.

All the things that matter, are that everyone I care are safe & happy, & I am safe & happy. This will be good enough.

Happy New Year, everyone. Whatever that's going to happen, you know you should always live your day to the fullest. Be a better person this year. You can still curse all you want but be nice to people ya. Love.