The Grey Empress ஐ๑

By Band of Horses

If the trials at hand are really getting you down
We had a close call, I didn't even see it.

Then another one, I hardly believed it at all.
What the writers say, it means shit to me now.
Plants and animals, we're on a bender when it's 80 degrees.

The end of December, What's going on?
Only for you and me.

When the showing up ends, who's going back to the south,

Where hungry necks that I know, and runnin'
The blender in a lightning storm, are disguised as a blessing I'm sure.
Growing up here, there comes a fork in the road,

Pants have gotta go, we're on an island on
The fourth of July, it looks like the tide is going home.
In time I'd find a little way to your heart,

Down to the general store for nothing specific,
Gonna wash my bones in the Atlantic shore

Only for you and me.

Everyone is trying to be clear about everything in their lives.

Okay, maybe some not.

As I agree with the fact that some things are better left unknown.

I, on the other hand, at most times, insist to be clear about everything if possible.

I don't like to be left like an idiot. But I know when to pull over if I'm sure the truth is better left undiscovered & causes me only harm if otherwise.

Basil calls me paranoid. I say, I'm just very specific.

I don't want to defend myself. But maybe it's occupational disease.

Particular in words.

I need to be descriptive. Defensive, I'm beginning to admit.

I don't like to be misunderstood.

Unless I don't care about what some might think.

In the end, I would just call myself emotionalist.

Sometimes, I'm a fatalist.

Overall, optimist.

And I've found out the compliment I get the most.

My smile.

And I just want to make earth a better place.

Too bad I'm an emotionalist.

And I love violence. Only in movies.

And I believe in cartharsis theory.

And I'm glad, to some people, I am actually influential.

Carol, especially. I always try to make her see the world the way I do.

And I always succeed.

Enough with these related sentences to the title.

Here you go, some general specifics of me.

Good night.

Thank you God, for everything.

P.S. : I miss you so much, baby sis. Everytime I'm on the phone with her, she always asks me when I'm going home. I promised I'd go back after final exam and yet I'm still here.

As I'm a person who loves being tagged to do all these stuffs, TJC has verbally tagged me, so that I can fulfill my desire to complete this thing. *rofl*

Oh yea, a reminder/ WARNING, for those who dislike or HATE me, & you happen to read this, please just close this window & move on with your own life. If you insist on reading, please don't leave any offensive comments. I would do voodoo on you, ok?

Okay, I proceed now.

1. I love watching violent, gory movie, vampire & all- happy tree friends doesn't excite me anymore, little ninjai is too tiring because of the way he talks, Angel I love the most. Van Helsing. All those chopping off hands, shouting, blood gushing out, bla3....

2. Despite the first statement, I'll cry watching cartoons, like really cry - eg. pokemon, hamtaro, walle, ice age, brother bear, open season.

3. I love brown colour.

4. I can play piano with crossed hands.

5. I don't eat pineapple except it's on pizzas.

6. I don't eat garlic but garlic bread.

7. I don't eat onion, but I like ABC soup.

8. I'm always contradicting myself, not just because of the 3 things I mentioned above. ahaha~

9. Many find my concepts on stuffs hard to understand. (Ask me personally if you are dying to know why.)

10. I don't generalise my likings or preferences. See statement 5, 6 & 7.

11. I really hate it when people make a wrong statement about me, stronger word is "accuse". I would hate the person more than I hate the statement. Don't say I'm flirty, don't say I don't bother about anything...

12. I'm sensitive of my surroundings, unless I choose not to bother.

13. I wore braces.

14. I hate repeating what I say unless you can't hear me.

15. I hate when people keep repeating what they've asked or told me, like 2 months ago. Don't bother asking if you don't intend to remember. In this case, courtesy really doesn't mean anything to me. Thank you~

16. I hold grudges. Some things, I just never forget. & you won't know if I'm angry with you.

17. I do remember good things though.

18. The real me is not very similar with how I personalise myself in public. Don't judge me.

19. I like to keep things as simple as they are. I see many people intend to make things a lot more complicated. I really don't understand why & how they do it. But some people say I'm in denial. I say, they are totally different.

20. I'm a devoted Christian and proud of it. I know, I know but you won't want me blurting out bible verses every now and then right?

21. I have more than 50 pairs of earrings.

22. I've been wearing different clothes everyday for 3 & a half weeks now & I don't think they are a quarter of the amount.

23. I love to collect desktop wallpapers.

24. I don't know how to cross the road. The boring saying is I'm not aware of the cars when I'm crossing the road. Until now, no matter how many times my friends & I got heart attack out of it, I'm still the same.

25. I change my preferences every now & then. Unpredictable sounds sophisticated, or you can just say mafan, emotional or hard to please, anything la.

26. I love to analyse.

27. I'm allergic to seafood.

28. The first time I was in a public bus was when I studied in Foundation.

29. I don't like flowers except sunflowers.

30. I have 5 ear piercing.

I'm sorry for all the draggy further description, & if some of them seem like I'm throwing tantrums or what, ha...

Too excited. *sweat*