Belated X'mas Greetings

Merry X'mas, Everyone!!!

This year, it's celebrated one day earlier in my church. All ballrooms were booked on the 25th.

But it was still as fun as any other year. My x'mas wish is to get to celebrate x'mas in my church every year.

^^ Besides CNY, this is my favourite celebration. Haha~My cute little sister was in the choir & youth dance group. So cute~lazy to post photos now...later la~

Just love x'mas!!! For those who forgot the reason why we are here, this is the day to refresh thy mind & rethink what had happened 2008 years ago. Well, normally humans feel more on special occasions. Although it has been argued the 25th is not the exact date, it's not the date that counts, it's the thought behind. Merry X'mas to everyone, & happy birthday to the father high above. ^^

Analysis of My Name

You Are Peaceful and Content

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.

Well, it does sound like me...I won't say all of them, but...acceptable.

Hmm, too common & general though. I don't believe many things can be told by just a name.

I know many people with my name. Don't think I feel like them. But the title? Peaceful & content? Don't say a word, anyone.

So here's the link. Your name's Meaning?

Home Sweet Home

Just feel normal & nice to be at home...everything feels better, the water is cleaner, eggs taste better, weather is cooler, lcd is bigger, laughter is louder, sleep is longer...

Still enjoying the mode of not doing anything, besides those of laziness.

Even counting how many mosquito bites I get everyday...not a pleasure...

Don't know whether my mum's liquid enzyme is the cause. But I'm sure the ants invading are one of the consequences.

Despite of being at the bottom/beginning of the food chain, mosquitoes are not good to humans.

That's what I thought before I read this...

What are the benefits of mosquitoes?

Benefits are in the eye of the beholder. Everything in nature occupies an important place. From most public stand points mosquitoes don't have much use. However, mosquitoes pollinate flowers, and provide an important food source for a wide range of creatures such as fish, turtles, frogs, birds, and bats. It is also important to remember that pesticides kill almost all insects and many other organisms they contact. This includes butterflies, mites, ladybugs, and other insects that pollinate flowers, remove detritus from the ecosystem, digest feces, and all the other important functions we depend upon insects to perform in the environment.

Never knew mosquitoes do pollination. Not a big fan of bugs. So, never paid attention about them much.

At least I am now. But still, I don't like them even though spiders, fish etc feed on them, & if there are less mosquitoes, then there'll be less spiders. If there are less spiders, then those other insects that they feed on will be more. Then we'll hate them instead. This is so.....

Enough with this. As long as I don't get malaria or dengue. No point hating them anyways.

Just started reading A Tale of Two Cities 2 days ago...hope I can finish it.

Not persistent.

By the time I finish this post, I've already used up to 5 hours, as I was walking here & there, bugging my brother while he's watching heroes now. I've watched. So I'm being the answerer to his questions & also the spoiler.

Speaking of, *saying cooly* I want ep 14. (Those who haven't watched ep 13, don't read this!) Ando has his own power finally, as foreseen. Wow~he's the power charger. Matt could hear the thoughts of the whole city after he touched him. Daphne could walk through time & space by holding him. So they went back to save Hiro. Still grieving for Hiro's loss of power. He's still so adorable anyway. & Elle's death. Glad that Arthur is dead. Can't bear with Nathan's idiocy. & Tracy Strauss. & Mohinder, loser. The beginning of Volume 4, Fugitives!

& why is Mr. African Isaac alive again? Mohinder's snake-shelled body is healed by only having the potion poured all over him.

Angela, still not dead yet. Apparently, she knows who Gabriel's real parents are, therefore preventing her from being killed by Gabriel. & I thought the snow globe collector IS the biomum. Eager to know who they are. Liking him after he has been switching from bad to good, then to evil again. But he killed Elle. Wonder whether he loved her at all.

Okay, it's been a pleasure. Be right back. Like they say, love nature for what it is. Love everything. Hard.

Home, at last...

I'm in different place now from this morning...

I almost missed my flight...this is one experience...

Embarrassed but I nearly cried in the airport...eyes were teary...

Hmm...skip the part why this happened in the first place...ehem, it's not the time to put the blame...

I'm happy in a way, I had a new adventure today...experienced that my name was announced...

& running to the departure gate & being the last one to get on the plane...

& I wonder when I will recover from travel sickness...not delighted having to rely on medication...

My cousin sister told me I'd get better as I grew up...it's not true!!!

& I'm really tired...I slept right after lunch & woke up only for dinner..

But now, I must write down  this day...the feeling knowing that maybe I wouldn't be able to come home was killing.

I couldn't believe when I got in the plane, thought whether it's possible I was in the wrong flight.

By the way, I'm still not well composed now...like something is not right...just have been feeling weird since last night....

Another news that can make me feel worse, I have to lead singing session in prayer meeting on tuesday.

The news that I was coming back spreaded quite fast, I must say...

It's not that I don't want to lead...but I just feel scared & shy...besides, I haven't done this in a long time.

I'm not a good piece of leadership...I never liked it when I have to lead...

I prefer when I don't have to talk, I can be the pianist, be assistant, usher, where I won't be having so many people listening & looking at me...

Besides, so many years I was not with them, & I wasn't almost never arranged to serve, it'll feel awkward.

But I'm making good use of my EQ now, I'm sure I'll be okay.

I'm home now. & I hope I won't fall sick again.

Not meant to own, maybe?

It's thursday midnight, friday early morning now.

Couldn't sleep these few nights, don't know why.

Again, just now, another attempt to find a song that I like so much.

For many years, never stopped thinking about it every now & then.

Hmm, a song that I don't know the song title & who the singers are.

It's hard to find, almost impossible. Don't even remember the year.

Don't know the country. Only remember how the chorus goes, how the MV is.

The setting, the dance. A few words of lyrics. It's a duo. A woman & a guy. That's all.

Never met a chance to hear it playing in any shops everytime I went out.

Hmm, maybe I'll never know what the song is. Not destined to own it.

Was thinking perhaps I won't appreciate when I finally have it.

Happened many times that I got the songs I've been looking.

Then, I'd listen to them for a few times everyday for let's say, 1 week.

Gone, won't be in my playlist for another 6 months.

Don't care. Just want to have it now.

But I'm not forcing like mad.

Understand that we will only value those things that we don't have.

Oh yea, forgot to announce! Hey *people*, I'm still alive~

Deadly Chain Letters

You know, life is really getting more and more pathetic.

Some people have to create some pointless chain mails to scare people, so that those terrified poor little souls will come bug me with them. Will never understand what fun they get out of this.

Gee~maybe one day, when they happen to read this post, I will figure out.

I just received an email from someone that I didn't have contact for a long time that I have even deleted her from my wlm, thinking that we won't talk anymore. I clean it up every now & then, to eliminate those I don't talk to anymore. Like to have clear cut. 

Should do it more often already, I think, & block those I delete at the same time. 

Well, I was surprised and hmm, grateful that she still remembers me.

The email's title is "11 year old pregnant girl".

& it was a chain letter which has nothing to do with any pregnant little girl.

Just got more annoyed for those miraculous coincidences happening around the world everyday, I received quite a few chain letters lately.

The content mentions, again, as usual, you will die or whatsoever if you don't send to others.

In this case, I have to send to 24 people or some faceless girl will come find me tonight & I shall die the moment I see her face. Because she's so powerful, (monotone) oh I'm so scared. Duh.

Gosh~should I feel lucky that my dear friend there picked me as one of those that she would send this delighting email, so that she could fill up the 24 names in her list of the people she doesn't care dying.

Ha~friends...define it. Well, be grateful, at least she would think of me at all. 

Should be lucky to be her best friend as she won't pick you to die. Even luckier to be MY friends or even people that are just in my contact list, because I will NEVER send out this nonsense chain letter, even if you are not close to me. Geez~I'm so annoyed!!!!

& enough already!!! With all those craps telling that I will not meet my true love and I will have bad luck for 3 months, 6 months, 2 days or 1 minute, 5 minutes, 10 seconds, yea, anything, whatever...if I don't send to certain amount of people, yada yada yada, because seriously? I don't care. Read my lips >>>> don't care.

Hey peeps, if I die tonight, that means I was wrong. Well, I won't regret though. So, you know which emails not to scroll down and read right? Good.

Protest Chain Letters Forever! They are for non believers!

2 lessons today, you figure out.

& really guys, don't laugh if by any chance, you are at my funeral anytime soon.

Those sinners, God will take care of you, don't you worry.

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