27 September 2010

Going Private

Hello, peeps. Have not been having much that I can write about lately.
So, maybe later ay?
Just to let you all know that I'm going private with my blog.
I suspect, with valid reason, that some no life bitch or asshole similar has been monitoring my blog. Of course, with no good intention.
However, no matter this person exists or not, I should go private.
Whatever. I feel like it. Doesn't mean I have anything to hide.
I just don't feel comfortable thinking someone out there keeps checking on my blog to laugh at or criticise about how I live my life.
Well, of course, I know, I shouldn't care. Because if I do, it means that person wins.
But it's okay. I just feel sorry for you. I think I'm the winner. As I'm happy with my life, with the loved ones.
At least I know what I want. & I won't waste my time stalking the blog of the person I hate.
Sometimes, people just won't realise they've done wrong.
Giving themselves excuses because they feel they're so lost & their lives are so pathetic.
& they think they don't know what it means to be alive besides feeling good about how educated they are & such good taste they have in music.
Not to mention if they even have a religion or not, morality is something essential in life too.
Maybe that person will find a way to hack into my account & post something nasty.
Just want to tell you, Let go & leave me alone.
You should know, there's nothing beneficial from this besides more angst & hatred.
Not me, but towards yourself in the end.
You know you're not getting anything out of this.
I myself don't do well in forgiving. & I believe in karma.
Self destruction is fun, but it's torturing how you spend your nights with screaming loneliness & quietness.


And one last thing. GROW THE FUCK UP.
Because I'm so bothered & I'm so scared.

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