I am a bit stressed at work. Things I don't know how to settle. & I'm in another phase where I'm emo.
Sidney, I cannot bear to look at your photos anymore for the time being. I miss you a lot. Miss waiting for you at Asia Jaya & walking to office with you, miss buying breakfast with you. Miss you telling me "You know what, Lynda. Fuck it, just do whatever you want. Why do you care about anything people say, anyway?" & "My god, can you just make up your mind already?" Miss you trying so hard to annoy me, miss you pulling Elizabeth out from doing stupid stuffs. Really miss you calling me shortie. Miss your confidence, miss your "Don't give a damn" attitude.
It's just too hard to find colleagues that can be your friends & who accept you for who you are instead of bitching about you in front or at your back. Don't give me all those shit like, just because you're teasing or criticising in front of me, that gives you all the freedom to say whatever you like about me, bitch.
Called Elizabeth, did some memories recall about Sidney. Then, Jeff called. Caught up with each other's life. It's just very mysterious & surprising ways God works. Never expected he would call all of a sudden. We should do this more often kay.
Tonight has been a strange night & a good night. I guess I would try to ignore the person who asked me something really odd if I didn't take the cue wrongly. Hopefully I was wrong. He was an ex colleague. I wonder what's his deal. Nah, none of my business.
Elizabeth! How I wish I could tag you in Blogger as well. Write the letters I asked you to. I would myself generate a list of recipients. No regrets!
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