19 May 2023

bits of thoughts

I'm so tired.
I have not been able to sleep well for at least 8 months now.
I keep feeling the urge to avoid things or people who give me heartaches.
But I have to face them. It is so painful.
I ask myself everyday, what am I doing?
What makes me tick? Why am I still fighting? What are I fighting for?
I have lost everything in life.
Lost the purpose.
Lost the motivation.
I feel I'm going mad.
Lots of shouting inside but unable to release.
I realised
I'm nothing after I leave that life.

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