10 Days After

Let's do some catch up.
Recap.
Last post, Inception, Saturday 17th.
Went to watch Inception again on Sunday 18th.
This is what you do when you have a lot of dates. Just kidding.
Played my first in a lifetime bowling.
Didn't feel that bad. I don't do sports.
And I won. They always say, first time luck.
Then, meet up with Ooi Noo Yin & David that night.
She's going to be very busy after this, no time to hang out.
David is still....jobless & content as he is.
Was late for bed.

Then, another normal routine week, with some excitement I feel for convocation.
And happy because had another week of half day training.
Survived one week without internet access.
Stupid Streamyx did not inform us about resetting the main cable.
And how many times we called, they said it's technical issue until Saturday, we got the right story.
The bus is getting punctual recently.
I hope it will stay this way.

Last Saturday, watched Shanghai.
Movies of historical events are to me irresistable.
War, Japanese Occupation, the sacrifice, the spirit of resistance party, the old time culture.
Recommended if you are to share taste as mine.
And I'm kind of annoyed that this Google Chrome is showing error of the word "Movies"
Red underline, there! Again!

What did I do on Sunday?
Oh! I went to church again.
The grand church which practises the speaking of tongues.
Then, some Negro guys from same church with BO were trying to make romantic approach.
Had to call LPT to look like I was busy on phone to stop them from attempting to get my phone number again.
Realised I miss serving in church. My eyes were watery that day.
I'm still struggling, to find the right path. I never doubted whether I'm capable of being involved in such noble cause. I know He'll use me to lighten this world.

And that night, daddy told me Pastor Lau, the one who founded my hometown church is now in Puchong.
Dad gave him my number and they contacted me today.
Going to have dinner with them tomorrow.
Excited about it.
They're going to send me back & see how far it is from the church.
Will then arrange to fetch me to church.
Fingers twisted, things will work out.

Took leave today to settle convo bills & stuffs.
Went to watch Despicable Me in Tropicana.
The minions and the 3 girls are so cute.
I asked him a stupid question. Are the minions planktons or potatoes?
Hahaha~I was responded with a glare, in a nice way.
I still think it's funny.
The movie was erm partly funny. Not too bad.
Before movie started, I got a call from Cosmotots.
I'm shortlisted. Yay.
Going for first interview this Saturday.
The receptionist was rude when she was on the phone.
Sanguinely things will sail the way round, with a good strong wind.
Not saying my life now sucks.
But reaching office when the sun just starts rising doesn't feel pleasant at all.
I feel like an answering machine now.

Picking up some extra reading now.
Aiming to finish all my books.
Know it's going to take ages.
Decided that it's nicer to read the book after you watch the movie.
The actor chosen for the character of Sherlock Holmes is perfect, yea I know it doesn't match with the outlook he's supposed to have as in the book, but come on, eye candies kay.
This is overwhelming, making the book much more delightful to read ey.
I'm reading The Best Of Sherlock Holmes now.
So, you can guess.
Robert Downey Jr. & Jude Law.
Takes me longer time to finish even a page, as I have to stop to imagine every scene.
I am grateful I have solid imagination.
But I'll be fair, Sir Conan Doyle is a good writer.

Half way through watching 500 Days of Summer.
Just paused when a girl said "I always want to write, I majored in English, you know. But what can you do with that?"
Ehem, yea.
Went to chat with couz, came back to finish this post.
Time for bed again.
And I don't like Zooey Deschanel.
I don't know why they always take her.
She always has the same facial expression, same tone, same hair, for goodness' sake.
Feels like a dead, confused old soul.
Always with the character "I'm so messed up. I don't know what I want in life, or out of life."
I guess that is the attraction?

Okay. Enough for today.
It's pay day tomorrow!
Nighty.

P.S: I'm going to pick up my old hobby again. Stay tuned.

Inception

Decided if I've watched a movie & I want to blog about it, I'll just put the movie title as the blog title.

And noticed that the last 3 posts including this one are all about movies.

Here I am, feeling sleepy & waiting for my hair to dry as I don't believe in hairdryers.

Unless I really need it, but since it's Friday, so....arrrggghhhh, whatever...

Went to watch the movie with colleagues & Looyin joined us as well, but it wasn't me who invited her. Spare you the details.

Writer, Producer & Director: Christopher Nolan

Okay.

A simple comment.

You can never resist Leonardo.

No matter how fat he's got, how old & wrinkled he's become.

He never fails you.

This movie is a Must Watch.

2 & a half hours.

And I did not feel time was flying at all.

It's plain good.

Satisfaction.

And no wonder Adriadne looks so familiar, she's Katherine Kitty Pryde in X-Men: The Last Stand. Her name is Ellen Page.

If Joseph Gordon-Levitt is a British, I'll love him more. A lot more.

I don't want to be a spoiler here.

So, chill.

Seriously, watch it.

I'm going to watch it again.

No matter I want to or not.

But I want to.

And paying just 8 bucks to watch this is an insult to the movie.

Not making a statement that I'm too rich to pay extra.

So, don't try to be sarcastic & brainless to shoot me about this.

You know how it should be interpreted.

Watch Inception.

Rotten tomatoes rated it 8.1/10.

Underrated.

How nice if I get to control my dreams as well.

Messing around with my subconscious mind sounds fun too.

The Last Station

Another classic movie.

Story about the writer of War And Peace, Count Leo Tolstoy.

A Russian man who was highly respected around 1910 being a celebrated writer & philosopher.

Michael Hoffman is the director.

The rating is 6.8/10 in rotten tomatoes.

Leo Tolstoy, by Christopher Plummer, was seen as a saint during that time.

A movement was named after him, whose basic tenets are brotherly love & world peace through pacifism, & a denouncement of material wealth & physical love.

His wife, Countess Sofya, by Helen Mirren, was all against him & his disciples.

She strongly believed they were trying to plot him to give up the family property.

She insisted on a will that will bring wealth & profit to the family as Chertkov was arranging & persuading Tolstoy into authorising the negation of his work's copyrights & put his writings in public domain.

Valentin Bulgakov, hired by Chertkov, was supposed to help carry out & write down the details of the process, stuck in between as he did not know which to follow anymore-his orders or his heart.

They believed Tolstoy was supposed to be devoted to the good of mankind & that only.

Pacifism.

The funniest scene in the movie was when Tolstoy's chief follower, Vladimir Chertkov could not accept when Leo killed a mosquito.

They believe in every living being's right.

Freedom of desire & will.

Crazy guys are all celibates & vegetarians.

Finally Tolstoy could not take his wife, Countess Sofya's ridiculous & extreme attitude.

Left to seek for peace in his final days.

The countess attempted to kill herself when she found out.

Tolstoy died in a room near a train station Astapovo, in southern Russia.

Married for 48 years & still in love with each other.

The Russian senate awarded Countess Sofya the copyrights of Tolstoy's work when he died.

Valentin Bulgakov, acted by James McAvoy, the guy in Wanted, roled as Tolstoy's private secretary, experienced love for the 1st time in his life.

Did not know how love & lust felt like.

Fell in the love with Masha, a brave & rebellious woman in the movement.

Became a famous & outspoken speaker, spreading Tolstoy's beliefs.

Watching this type of movie is always decent.

Everyone was so strong-minded, persistent & brave enough to love & die.

As if they hold on to a single belief for their whole lives & always seem to think it's worth everything they could have lost in the world.

How do you know when it's enough & you know you can't stop fighting?

When you close your eyes & know everything you're fighting for is about to worth nothing.

What is left to make you feel you're being seen?

When everyone thinks you're so perfect & invulnerable.

And you wish, there's something more you could do, without knowing the world might be ending.

When social equity & peace for mankind were the only concerns.

When you think the last station is never reachable.

Until you think your life has been worth living.

The Eclipse

Yea, I went to watch The Twilight Saga: Eclipse.

I never liked Twilight.

But someone insisted, for god knows why.

It was a midnight show. So, missed some part of it as I fell asleep, so did he.

Bah, I don't like Twilight for a very particular strong reason.

And this 3rd one just proves me right again.

Even though I don't object the idea of loving two or even three persons at the same time.

But so intense & passionate.

Hate that she's so confused. & both Edward & Jacob are fine with her being so.

As if they can share a wife.

Still watched all 3 of them so far as they were kind of listed as "Must See".

At least this is still better than the second one. Actually, I can't really tell.

This was a bad experience.

I'm never going to watch any movie in 1U TGV anymore.

The toilet sucks, the service sucks.

The seating sucks.

And the audience.

Those Chinese chics at the back kept commenting on the scenes.

The Indian lady beside who came with the husband & son has a weak heart.

Just a shake on Bella's car & Edward came in caused her to scream & say "Oh my god" a few times. Old drama queen.

And the 3 Chinese in front kept chitchatting & laughing when nothing was funny at all.

For goodness' sake, even though I did not really enjoy it, it was still a fucking love story.

They looked like they paid to come laugh at the movie.

And half way through the movie, someone at the back left was snoring perfectly loud.

And also those brainless parents who brought their children to come watch Twilight midnight show & ended up lecturing them because they would not sit still.

Some started crying.

Some Chinese lady was scolding her kid as if we could not hear her.

Low lives.

Should learn all over again to spell the word "respect".

Basically Bella was telling both Edward & Jacob she loves them.

But she told Edward, "I love you more."

Wow, sounds just right & enough.

Confused, for the confused to love.

Sorry, if you think I know nothing, because I did not read the books.

I don't know the right way to judge & criticise this love story.

Well, I guess the love that one would be willing to die for the one he loves is the noblest no matter how messy & twisted the chain is.

I noticed people commenting on the corny lines. Wonder why, but I did miss all that.

I was not paying close attention to the lines at all, except those which made me laugh.

It was funny when Edward & Jacob competed against each other for Bella.

Just how they fight, not the idea of it.

Agreeing with Fiona, the wolves are really cute & can make good pets. Haha~

The point is I don't feel the love, nor the vampirism.

You have fun being confused. Take all the time you need.

Whoever you think I mean.

F.I.F.A.

Finally It's Friday Again.

Wonder how long I'll appreciate Friday until I finally get numb of it.

I kept getting all those weird dreams these few days.

All the crazy ideas in my mind.

What a remarkable Friday.

Met with LRT break down for the 1st time.

Waited for more than 1 hour with Thasha.

Called Wan to go out for dinner, knew it was going to be an endless wait.

Saw Chan Yann there, caught up a little bit.

Saw Karen, on the way to meet her parents who came all the way from Germany to visit her.

Added someone I met in LRT on facebook, because we are state neighbours. Ha~

Saw someone I think was from high school who asked me what's going on.

Wonder if she remembers me.

I have vivid memory, because she might be one of the anti-lynda group members.

It's Saturday now, because I was too sleepy & tired to write last night.

Raining very heavily.

Feels calm & weird at the moment.

Was in my room for the whole day.

Got my package from Dad, convocation form.

Finally I'm graduating.

Can't wait for that day to come.

Just excited to meet my parents & Corner Lot gang.

Just want dad & mum to feel proud & happy.

That finally their girl has got out from university into the big realistic society.

Kay, time to shower & out for movie.

I've got a date! *wink*

With Regrets

I just went through what I thought is the worst week of my life.

But after these 2 days, using the word "ill-fated" would be exaggerating.

When I reach Asia Jaya everyday, the sun just starts to rise.

That feeling, not good at all.

My pc jammed everyday last week, except the day I took mc & didn't go to work.

Missed the earlier bus twice, as the bus is NEVER EVER punctual.

I miss 628.

In order to ensure I can definitely get on the earlier bus, so that I will not be late for work.

I have to be waiting down there at 6.25am

& I know one minute can make a huge difference.

I was so eager to blog about how hapless my last week was.

But now, I've forgotten what happened.

This is a good thing.

I think, this is how we grow up.

By getting used to all of this.

This week, I'm almost numb, & demotivated.

I was never motivated, at least not more than 2 hours.

I don't care how much they pay me, I just don't care.

I regret that I didn't take a nice long break before starting to step in working life.

Even though I kind of hate my job, I didn't regret taking it.

At least I learned something. Whatever.

I have to say.

The airline's customer service sucks to the max & back to the bottom.

A customer called to ask if we've received her letter concerning her refund.

She said she wrote in last month.

Guess what I had to tell her?

Me: I don't know anything about it. You have to wait for them to reply.

Her: But how long do I need to wait? & how do I know if they've received my letter?

Me: Because this is under another department. So, I really don't know anything.

I guess you just have to wait. Or if you're worried, you can write them another letter.

Or fill up our customer online feedback form.

It's like telling them to write in as many letters as possible to ensure they have got it through.

We are not allowed to give any phone number or whatever direct contact method.

They have to call, then we'll put a note, so that people at our end will get back to them within don't know how many working days, which most of them never did.

How splendid it must be.

That she did not get angry! Ha~

Well, I guess Australians are always with the huge range & big waves of emotions.

Not Singaporeans.

Kay, too tired for today. Nights.

A small letter of Confession

Didn't mention earlier that I've moved to a new place.

Everything is nice here.

The pool is big and gorgeous, even though I don't go swim.

Tiara is still better in the aspect of security.

But here feels more like home.

Though there is a rather unfriendly housemate.

Who is a UTAR admin worker. In PB block.

That explains her coolness.

Even when you say hi right at her face, she won't greet you back.

Talk about coincidence.

I have my own room, which is the best part.

Living with my distant cousie.

Her mom & mine are very close, as both of them clarified.

I miss home.

What I love here are shopping malls, nice restaurants & cafe.

Good food and beautiful shoes.

Also good money.

Other than that, there is nothing else left for me to miss this place.

Except the unwanted memory.

What I miss in hometown are my very own home & church, & food I can't get here.

The simpleness and calmness.

Dad & mum are coming in August for convocation.

Finally I'm graduating.

Well, I can make good money there too.

But I have nowhere to spend them.

Down the drain with all my membership cards.

At least I have a very valid reason to stay here still.

The lifestyle.

I don't know how to give up Delicious, GSC, Padini, Vincci, Faceshop, Diva,

New York fish and chips, Walk In, Greenbox, Kim Gary, endless list.

and all the outlets Adeline has tempted me with.

I have another confession to make.

The distant cousie has been asking me to go to church with her.

But because of my upside down life, I'm not ready to see God.

Sometimes I'm really a perfectionist.

I want to be in good condition to see God.

Maybe some will think this is just an excuse.

But it's not.

I can't see Him unless I know I feel right enough.

I have a lot of worries which have been circling around in my head for weeks.

I have to settle them before I can go to church.

And I feel guilty not going.

I miss SIB.

I seriously need to read more books.

My writing skills has gone worse.

Gone all my inspiration.

Just when you thought

I'm one of the biggest fan of Hong Kong dramas.

Some people call this housewife's hobby.

But I disagree.

I don't care if this is the hittest hobby. Or you would call me someone with no life.

I don't watch korean or taiwanese dramas, not that I stereotype.

Arr, nevermind, no point explaining myself.

To the point.

I've just finished watching the end of one HK drama.

The Mystery of Love.

I'm going to keep this as one of my collection.

Even though they might have cried a little bit too much.

They just feel so real.

That's why I always love OST.

Maybe I'm emotional today.

I always don't let myself to cry watching movies or series.

Especially about love.

I find it very lame & typical.

I don't want to be any other girl.

But I'm still a girl after all.

The ending made my tears gushing like fountain.

Exaggerating.

But I felt really bad.

I will cry for Love.

For the loss or for the gain.

All for the heartfelt.

If it's barely unbearable.

If it's strongly felt.

If you have never been through the pain, you won't feel.

I'm moved. Because I don't know if I'll ever love again.

How will I ever feel like loving someone again?

It feels so good too that it's a good ending.

And you just imagine they're going to have a happily ever after

though you know it's not real.

I almost swore to myself I'd never talk about love in my blog.

I hate people who do that.

But you just don't deny it alright.

Love is the most powerful thing on earth.

How can you ever resist love?

Consider yourself lucky that you get a second chance.

Not many get that.

That's why I don't understand why some can let go of people they love.

Thinking they're going to be there for you forever.

I always love a quote.

Love like you've never been hurt before.

I think I need a long break.

The heartache.

The hatred.

Feels like forever.

So will Love, as I would wish.

Love like you've never been hurt before.

Love like you'll never be hurt anymore.

Something not Lasting

Got an first official full time job in life.

Working with Australian airline.

I must say, every budget airline sucks.

Wonder if Air Asia is any better.

Maybe not.

The more policies there are, the more yellings there are.

But nothing is perfect.

I just hate the tight schedule.

Anyway, I think I'm going to quit soon.

This is going to be a long self discovery road.

I hate that when things you don't want to see or know the most, they keep showing up.

Numbers, even all the states' names give me goosebumps.

I'm not proud of myself that I can remember the agent code, the state & city codes.

Even if my Geography improves.

This is where you learn to handle situations.

By learning how to lie confidently.

And what I hate most is not Price Beat Guarantee, it's when there're flight delays or cancellation.

That morning, you'll receive a lot of emails notifying every staff about them, together with all the flight numbers, origin & destination.

That is when you know it's going to be a long day.

All the mess. All the whys.

Some people just don't get it.

No matter how many times you try to explain, they don't fucking listen.

And after you got to know that S'poreans are not allowed to curse, you just wish every call is made by them.

And I'll never ever do a part time job again.

Unless they pay me by the end of the day.

Really miss home.

To forget about everything here.

Living in the same city with people who caused you pain.

It is not pleasant at all.

What you can do is imagining yourself killing them over & over again in your head.

The most brutal ways you can think of due to a hobby of watching horror movies.

Just be impressed of yourself that you can eat while watching the neck being cut off & blood panting out.

What good can it do?

They're still alive.

Then, you started praying, wishing they would meet with an accident or something.

Whatever, just die.

Pray hard squeezing your eyes wishing that day will come soon.

Then, the only thing that makes you feel better is you know their lives are messy.

And you know, they are suffering.

And you just have a feeling they're going to die soon.

This is how my optimism serves me just fine.

I have all reasons to believe that I'm being disturbed by some psycho lady

whom I met a few times while waiting for bus.

She talks to herself with weird expressions and she wears a cartoon pink watch.

She used her phone light to flash at me.

Fucking crazy bitch.

I feel like killing her as well.

Talk about anger management & self defence.

I've got a stun gun.

The Return & The Rose

Hi peeps, I'm back. For a persistent long period, I hope. Fingers crossed.

Really missed blogging. I shall begin again with one of my favourite songs lately.

Yea, I know. Many of you hate Westlife. They are such copycats, dah dah dah.

But their voices, just strike your heart. Too many times.

With love & spirit. From me. Good will.

Some say love it is a river
That drowns the tender reed
Some say love it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed

Some say love it is a hunger
An endless, aching need
I say love it is a flower
And you, it's only seed

It's the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance

It's the one who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong

Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snows
Lies the seed that with the sun's love
In the spring, becomes the rose.

The Longest Break

The last time I blogged, which wasn't even my own words, was July last year.

Almost a year.

So, this is going to be a long post. Haha~

Finally, I'm at a junction again, slumbering & having time to spill some thoughts here.

And of course, I would say, like I always do, many things have changed while I'm gone.

Catch up time.

Being sentimental & forgetful, I've browsed through all my posts from the first to the last.

Done a self survey, I've come up with a conclusion, I've been on self exploring writing posts about my characteristics.

Planning to widen my categories of blog post.

Add more elements to my blog.

Let's see what I've missed out.

I noticed I posted a story from my newspaper articles.

Should do that more often.

& last year X'mas.

I finally get to spend it in my church.

I would be frank this time.

It sucked.

I don't know what's going on but the X'mas celebration was a failure.

Cut cost, most probably.

But I'm still passionate about making you better.

Then, there were church's annual kids' bible camp and joy's centre annual graduation night.

Had a great time. Those kids were adorable.

I discovered an overwhelming fetish. *chanting*

Then, there were Christmas stay over and 2010 new year countdown.

Despite a well known bad news happened in October which made me called everyone on best friend list to cry all over again & again, I loved this holiday.

Managed to get closer with some friends, managed to let some friend which I've known for more than 10 years to keep in contact again, managed to feel meaningful for serving in church, managed to get my driving licence finally.

Managed to get closer with a close friend but got detached again when I drifted a little away these few months.

Managed to know some people's true colours.

Managed to get confused about why they are the way they are.

Managed to get messy & destructive at some points.

I felt busy, content, lively, and happy.

One part of me wish I could stay like that forever.

Simple life, no fights, surrounded by kids (which are not mine).

Of course, responsibilities and duties called, and definitely reality did too.

So, here I am, doing a job, which I thought I could bare with.

Maybe just another week.

Okay, ran out of stuffs to write.

Guess this is not going to be long after all.

Love life, bitches.

The Most Accurate Description of My Personality

双鱼座
看看现在铺天盖地的关于双鱼的各种传说，分析，解释。似乎无一例外的把双鱼当作了一个女人的星座，动不动就是流眼泪，唉声叹气。可惜可叹，如果双鱼真的只是这样的一个星座，那么可以说没有一个人愿意去做双鱼，而历史上也不会有什么著名的双鱼人物了。　现在让我还给你一个真实的双鱼座。
最本质的部分：思考双鱼座的最本质特点是什么？善良？懦弱？温柔？不是，我告诉你，是思考（在很多情况下，是过多的思考）。　　　　
是的，双鱼座的一切特性，都来自于他过多的思考，或许世上没有第二个星座比双鱼座更能洞察别人的心理，更能分析事情的本质。　　　　
你可以称之为敏感，但是一旦这种敏感能够正确的使用，那么没有人能比双鱼座更快的学会人情事故，在这一方面，有一个双鱼座的伟人做的尤其出色，他的名字是周恩来。　　　

因为思考的太多，所以双鱼座的人就算不是真正善良的，也至少是表面善良的。对于双鱼来说，善良与其说是本质，不如说是双鱼喜欢的一种生活方式，以善良的方式活着，是轻松而又受人尊敬的，一般的双鱼座很早就能洞察到这一点.再谈谈温柔，这一点，不管是哪篇文章，都不会忘了提双鱼座的温柔。是的，双鱼的确是温柔的。因为双鱼总能敏感的体会到对方的细微变化，时刻了解到对方心意的转变，表现在行动上，就是能尽快的知道，什么时候应该为女孩披上自己的外衣，什么时候应该停下手里的活，转过身去和女友好好的说话。

　　

与众不同的部分：信仰　　　

双鱼的信仰就是没有信仰！　　　　

在双鱼的世界里面，没有绝对的对和错，如果发生了一件事，他第一件做的事情是去理解这件事，去分析这件事，而不是去判断这件事是对的还是错的。　　　

下面引用一段话说明双鱼的这个特点： 　　　　

'鱼座男人没有偏见，没有亲自穿著鹿皮走几哩路，他不会评断印地安人；没有试试赤脚走路，他也不会评断裸体主义者。

甚至这些做了，他还是会满心谅解而不会过于批评。他很少冷酷的指控，倒是每每温暖的忍耐，他甚至会试试了解他的岳母，天底下有几个男人能这样？

海王子拥有罕见的同情精神，他的朋友向他吐露秘密而从不担忧会把他吓著，要吓到鱼起码需要两吨以上的炸弹。

如果你和我以及你的鱼儿三人同坐一室，一个男人走进来告诉我们他有些担忧，因为他重婚，在四个州各有一个老婆，你可能眼睛瞪得大大瞧他，冒著火，心想监狱是最适合他的地方，我可能鄙夷的说他是个卑鄙的流氓，但你的鱼儿很可能问：'那四州？你爱不爱她们其中任何一个？

'鱼很好奇，但防震。对他来说，这个家伙需要一缸子同情以及好得要命的律师。　　　　

有一位伟人利用了这点特性，结果成就了科学史上的神话，他就是爱因斯坦。　　　　

双鱼的致命缺点：懦弱　　

现实中的双鱼座确实给人太多的失望，懦弱，多疑，自卑，优柔寡断，没有主见.....一个双鱼座或许没有上面全部的特点，但至少会有一，二个。就算是伟大如周恩来，有时候难免有些优柔寡断和没有主见，当然，这种时候不多。 　　　　　　　　

造成双鱼座优柔寡断的原因很简单。因为同样一个选择，在一个射手看来，只需要考虑2样东西，但是在双鱼看来，却需要考虑10样东西，因为他想的实在是太多了。简单的说一句话，双鱼都会想到它会给周围的人带来多少种不同的影响，它会让人对自己有怎么样的看法，会不会造成误解。（虽然很多时候，双鱼会冲动的把一些话脱口而出）　　　　

至于多疑，这点和自卑联系的比较紧密。虽然双鱼座能轻易的了解对方的意图，看透事情的真相，但是却往往不能坚持住自己的观点，这种不能坚持大多数是因为双鱼座自己不愿接受这个事实，也有很多时候是因为双鱼对自己不够自信。关于前一点，比较突出的一个例子是，双鱼座的女孩不到男孩子直截了当的告诉她，他不爱她了，女孩就总是还抱有一线希望，虽然女孩心里明白的很。　　　　

懦弱呢？关于这点，和信仰联系在一起。你一定觉得很奇怪，懦弱和信仰又有什么关系呢？　　信仰是种很可怕的力量，他可以让一个人做出平时不敢做的事情，拥有不该拥有的勇气，牺牲不该牺牲的东西。而双鱼恰恰是没有一丁点信仰的，就算有，也不过是为了给生活加一点调味剂，或是给自己找一个避难所。对于双鱼来说，自己能过舒适，安稳的日子，比什么都重要。富贵如浮云，最想的开这点的就是双鱼座了。至于爱国什么的，酒饱饭足的双鱼可以慷慨激昂，也会不惜重金施于，但是只是建立在自己有好日子过的前提下。 　　　　

接下来，可以解释下双鱼的懦弱了。　　　

只要能让自己和爱人平平安安，有什么不可以忍受的呢？什么尊严，什么气节，见鬼去吧。所以只要不把双鱼逼到绝境，你尽可以嘲弄双鱼的懦弱。每条鱼的忍受范围都不同，但一般都比正常人多那么一点点。但是如果你不小心让一条鱼觉得无路可走了，那么你真的要小心了。鱼可以践踏人间一切法律，无视所有道理，更不会考虑自己的尊严和人格。

你务必要相信这一点，虽然这种时候很少，但那只不过是因为上帝不想让人们经常看到地狱的惨状。　　　

双鱼的最大优点：感情　　　　

与其说双鱼是个为爱情而活的星座，不如说双鱼是个为感情而活的星座。　　　

对于双鱼来说，世界上最重要的东西是感情，一条精神上满足的鱼，可以没有其他东西，就已经是最幸福的人（当然，绝大多数情况下，没有其他东西，很难精神上满足）。　　　　

任何感情对于双鱼来说都是重要的，爱情很重要，但不见得会比亲情更重要，在双鱼的眼中.　对于鱼来说，感情是单纯的，是单独的。鱼可以原谅对方的一切，只要那个人是真心对他好的。你可以十恶不赦，可以吃喝嫖赌，可以之前是人尽可夫的妓女，可以是个卑鄙无耻的骗子，都可以原谅，只要鱼能确定你是真心的喜欢他，对他好。但是请注意一点，大部分的鱼都比你聪明，不要以为你的小伎俩可以骗到鱼，你是不是真心喜欢他，他比谁都清楚。　　　　

对于一个男孩子> 来说，双鱼女孩能给你对于一个女孩子想要的一切，温柔，爱你不顾一切，可爱（很多时候是装的，鱼大多数是很聪明的），体贴..... 　　　　

对于一个女孩子来说，双鱼男孩....嗯.....看你的运气了，如果你遇到的鱼是个没有志气，不想做事，玩玩乐乐的鱼，而且他已经25岁左右了，那么好心的提醒你，还是尽早离开他吧。

除非你是个富婆，或者你只是找个情人（没有人比双鱼更适合做情人了：安全快乐而无副作用）。否则，你会经历世间最凄凉的婚姻和生活，阿门　

那么如果你遇到的鱼是有事业心，能上进，肯做事的鱼，或者干脆就是事业有成的鱼，那么真的是恭喜你，你是千万少女中最幸运的一个，再挑剔的女人也无法对一个有上进心有事业的鱼有更多的要求了。你可以得到世界上一切的温柔和快乐，包括用钱买的到的和用钱买不到的，鱼很乐意把他的一切奉献给他爱的人，看到他爱的人开心，他会更开心。大部分的鱼的'一切'仅仅只有感情，而没有物质，但是我们现在讨论的是最优秀的那种鱼，那种能随时把名望和财富送给你的鱼，现在你知道你有多幸运了吧。　　　　

提到感情不得不提的：公平　　　

很奇怪吗？公平对于双鱼来说，是个很重要的单词。　　　

双鱼没有普遍意义上的价值观，是非观，你不能用这件事这样做是对的，那样做是错的来说服一个双鱼座。永远记住，鱼的世界里很少有对错。　　　

那么鱼又是怎么来处理他和别人（尤其是爱人的关系）呢？就是公平。如果鱼曾经有过十几，二十个女朋友，那么他就不会在意你以前有过多少个男朋友，如果鱼一个不小心跑出去玩了一夜情，那么你一夜情的时候，他也会选择无所谓。　　　

好吧，就算你的鱼纯情的一塌糊涂，你是他（她）的第一次，他也可以原谅你的曾经花心，一时花心，可能会的花心，只要你能用足够的关心和真心的喜欢弥补。鱼大致兑换了下你的关心（兑换比例只有天知道了，呵呵），如果觉得双方大致公平的（相对于他对于你的感情付出），那么他就无所谓，就会原谅你。　　　　

所以和鱼相处是件很简单的事情，只要你能保证你给他的和他为你付出的差不多多，就可以了。至于伦理道德嘛...嗯，讲真的，鱼从来不是教条主义者。反过来，如果你让鱼觉得你对他的关心不够多，对他的爱不够多（不够多是指没有他给你的多），那么鱼会在痛苦之后，也相应的减少对你的关心和爱，不要怀疑，这方面，鱼比谁都表现的现实和斤斤计较。

　　　　

感情中的完美主义　　

鱼在意的东西很少，所以很不幸，鱼对于他在意的东西就是完美主义者的态度.　　　

对于鱼来说，完美的情人不是忠贞不二的情人，不是事业爱情兼顾的情人，也不是外形完美的情人。鱼要求的是'完美的爱'。

你可以不经常说我爱你，但是你说的时候，一定要是真心实意。

你可以很少陪他逛街，但是你陪的时候，一定要是真的开开心心。

你也可以对他说很少的情话，但是你要保证，你对别人说的情话更少，而且你对他说的是真心的话。对于鱼来说，欺骗和做作是最不可原谅的。

很多人以为简简单单的对鱼说几句我爱你，固定性的发些短信问候鱼，经常为鱼买些好东西就能让鱼觉得被爱了。真不幸，大部分鱼都聪明过了头，一般都能轻松辨别那些举动是真心的，那些不过是手段（如果你曾经用这些手段征服过双鱼女生，也别得意，只不过是双鱼女生比男生更难以拒绝别人而已）。

所以，请诚实一点对待鱼，爱他多少就给他多少，他也会给你同样多。这至少比他生你的气好的多，不是吗？　　　　

双鱼真的浪漫吗？　　

所有的星座解释都会说双鱼是浪漫的，但是所有和双鱼（特别是双鱼男生，一般浪漫都是指男生做的事情）接触过的人，都往往感觉不到双鱼的浪漫，到底是为什么呢？难道双鱼并不浪漫？

我给你个肯定的答案，双鱼绝对浪漫，他脑子里面的浪漫点子不仅包含了所有好莱坞大片的经典场景，还有更多他自己的原创镜头，他时不时的都在幻想浪漫的场面，一个鱼可能在他18的时候就开始想他30岁结婚的布置。　　　 　　　　

那么为什么现实中是两样呢？ 因为2点，自卑和善良。　　　　

前一点很好理解，大部分的浪漫需要自信。很多时候，不是鱼不想浪漫，而是不好意思和没胆子那么做，你能理解是吧，呵呵。　　　

那么自信的鱼呢？为什么他也不浪漫？　　　　

因为他没有遇到合适的人，因为他善良。　　　　

双鱼的爱情大部分是有些被动的。鱼总是轻易的喜欢上一个女孩子（注意，我用的单词是喜欢），然后开始和这个女孩开始交往，然后十有八九，会发现这个女孩不是能给自己完美的爱的女孩（这是肯定的，遇到最合适自己的人哪有那么容易），鱼很现实的知道，他和这个女孩不可能有将来的，2个人能拥有只能是一段回忆。

那么对鱼来说，绝大部分的情话都会说不出口，因为鱼自己知道这些话都是骗人的，很多浪漫的举动做不出来，因为鱼不敢让女孩陷的太深，怕分手的那一天女孩太伤心。很多人说处女，金牛的人想的多，其实鱼想的并不比他们少，只不过犹犹豫豫又舍不得的鱼，就算明了的知道和女孩没有将来，也不会点破，只会静静的维持，享受拥有的每一天。但是这样的情况下，鱼的善良就让鱼忍住了很多浪漫的情话和行动。　　　　

我这么说是不是显的鱼很高尚？呵呵，没有什么真正高尚的人。鱼能如此的为女孩着想，是因为这么做能让鱼觉得自己很伟大，有一种悲剧式的美感，鱼愿意让自己沉浸在这种自我的意淫中.　

当然，这样至少比不顾别人的死活，只图自己开心要好的多是不是？

所以还是应该为鱼们鼓鼓掌的。　　　

所以，如果有一天，你看到一条浪漫无比的鱼，不要怀疑，他已经认定你们有个美好的未来，他已经知道他不会给你太多的伤心了，那你还犹豫什么？上去拥抱你的幸福吧.　　　　

结语：什么样是好的双鱼？　　　　　　

双鱼有很多缺点，但是大多数都可以原谅。除了2条，懒惰和犹豫。　　　　

而双鱼要成为一条好鱼，所需要的东西很简单.

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其实不用去提醒鱼们其他的事情了，他们自己都能想明白。只需能保证鱼能稳步进行他们的事业就可以了.一旦鱼用心去赚钱了，那么他肯定能赚到钱。但是这一点很难，真的很难，如果有一天，你看到一条生龙活虎的鱼，千万不要放过，好好的捆住他，很有可能，他会带给你所有的梦想.

I Hate Secondhand Smoke

Smokers aren't the only ones being harmed by their habit. Secondhand smoke kills, too.

In the United States alone, each year it is responsible for: an estimated 35,000 deaths from heart disease in non-smokers who live with smokers.

Please...protect your children from the dangers of secondhand smoke by providing them with smoke free air to breathe. They depend on you.

Happy belated *WORLD NO TOBACCO DAY*. It's on 31st May 09 =)

Flower need water to bloom ; and we need fresh air to breath.

It's quite rude of smokers to subject the rest of us to their smells. Don't you think so?

They said, we have a right to smoke. And we said, we have a right not to breathe smoke just as much as they have the right to smoke it.

For those smokers: It is your own right to hurt yourself by smoking, but you don't have the right to hurt others' health by smoking..... Please go as far as you can to smoke, or, PLEASE STOP SMOKING !!!!

Can you die from secondhand smoke ? DEFINITELY MURDERING.

What's your reaction when you get annoyed by secondhand smoke?

A) walk out in silence

B) roll your eyes and hold your breath

C) curse the annoying one with some F - words inside your heart .. LoL

D) give them a bad scold

E) others and please state out (^__^)

Smokers, please just born a duty to put yourself out of our misery.

Whee~ its saturday. Hope everyone can have a freshy smoke - free weekend * Finger crossed *

Did you know that --> at 15 May, 2009 the Bulgarian government voted to ban the smoking in all enclosed public places including offices, bars, restaurants, and clubs. The ban is coming into effect on 1 June 2010. Congrats to all the Bulgarian.

Smokers : Go away man...you don't smoke, but allow others the small pursuit of happiness that they deserve. What say you?

We have no problem with being around smokers. What we have a problem with is when smokers have no problem putting an inconvience on other because of their habit.

Think twice before you sacrifice your health. Think twice for your loved one.

Sad~no matter where you turn when walking on the street there is all too often a cloud of second hand cigarette smoke that is near impossible to avoid.

Making others breathe 2ndhand smoke is akin to threatening their lives. Medically proven, right? There are laws against threatening to kill people, so there should be a law against smoking, such that anyone who smokes has to, by law, stay at least (a long way) away from anyone else who is not smoking, thereby making it inconvenient for them to smoke ANYWHERE in public. Not impossible, but just inconvenient. Anyone know how to make this happen?

Do you love him /her / your family enough to quit smoking for good? Or do you love them enough to stand with their smoking habit?

Secondhand smoke is not a battle between smokers and non smoker. It's a battle for public health - all of the public.

Have you lost a loved one to a secondhand smoke related illness?

Smoking....It is something that I cannot stand and cannot understand.

A 2 year old boy from He Bei province is smoking a cigarette! Can you believe that ?! The mother says she found no side effects nor respiratory disease on her son and thus never thought of letting him quit. What type of parent is this ? Poisoning her own child with nicotine?

There are a lot of people who I care for deeply...and they smoke. I know it's their choice. And in a strange way I do respect it...but it pains me to see them have such little regard for the health of their bodies.

We do not encourage smoking. But since both smokers and non-smokers are freedom loving people.... so lets start from some little respect for each other. Shall we?

It's a sin to kill or hurt someone.. Isn't smoking a sin.. to poison someone intentionally.. SMOKERS ARE THE DEVIL'S WORSHIPPER!! CANCER IS CREATION OF THE DEVIL THROUGH SIN... SO SMOKERS QUIT NOW OR SUFFER IN HELL... TRUE BELIEVER IN GODS DO NOT SMOKE, DRINK, GAMBLE, LUST, GREDDY, SELFISH...

In light of President Obama signing a bill to regulate tobacco and a hopeful new wave of awareness regarding tobacco, second-hand smoke and how tobacco is used and represented in the media and movies, we, the organizations below and the creative team of THE PACK would be grateful if you would seriously consider being a sponsor for this new powerful thought-provoking independent feature film and event so we can present in HOLLYWOOD for a week and be eligible for an Academy Award nomination, bringing more attention to the issue than we can all imagine.

The marketing director at American Cancer Society called "The Pack" next year's "Slumdog"!

"The Pack" Official Site

In view of the recent emergence of A/H1N1 influenza worldwide, Hong Kong Department of Health (DH) urged smokers to quit the habit, as one of the effective preventive measures against influenza. "Research studies show a higher risk of influenza infections among smokers when compared with non-smokers," he said. "Also, the mortality rate of influenza among smokers is higher than that of non smokers."

Hey guys. How would you like to have the all expenses paid wedding of your dreams? All you have to do is be a groom and give up smoking in Saudi Arabia... =)

Saudi Srabi offers wedding prize if grooms stop smoking | Smoking Blog

Should smoking be banned in the workplace? ......"It's not anti-smoker" ........"It's everything to do with protecting nonsmokers from contracting cancer against their will.

When we say "Ban Smoking", smokers will say unfair. When we say our lives are at their hands, they say we should just stay far away from them. When we say we dream of a smoking-free world, they say we are dreaming.

Did you know that two-thirds of the smoke from a burning cigarette is not even inhaled by the smoker?

It is released into the atmosphere where anyone in the area can inhale it.

Usually smokers think if they just smoke “to the side”, or when a driver smokes, he opens a window thinking this way the others will not inhale bad air. Unfortunately it is not so. Even cleaning air and ventilating buildings is not 100% effective.There is no safe level of exposure to secondhand smoke.

Stop now. Lung cancer is not a pleasant way to quit. You know that.

I say, people who smoke are one of the most selfish group on earth.

Imagine if your loved ones die because of secondhand smoke.

& by then only you realise you're one of the contributors to their deaths.

Imagine everytime you puff out the smoke & the people you care about are inhaling all the poison.

If you really care, you will know, you're killing them bit by bit.

All taken from I HATE SECONDHAND SMOKE GROUP.